I feel like driving my car into a wall just to escape everything around me and in my head. I want to be free. Maybe then, will everything be ok

Do any of you get Sunday newspapers? And don’t care for the coupons?? May I have them? I can send you postage if you want to send them to me.

Pretty please?!?!

What I don’t understand is, how can i never be good enough for you. It hurts and it just sucks. I’ll never make you feel that way……EVER! So why me?

I don’t get it.

Just say when. I’m down to help with couponing. Its a lot of work. But its worth it.

selfpoptart:

there was room

This is the stupidest thing ever!!!! Obviously these idiots didn’t try it in the water. The way that the wood was shaped couldn’t have held the both of them up right. Both would probably have to be half on/half off of the board. Either way, they both would of died. Ever tried fitting 2 people on a boogie board? Even if they’re tiny human beings? They topple over.

People, always thinking they know everything.

Target/Walmart haul
-16 yakisoba bowls
-6 kids sunscreen (free plus money back)
-2 crayola bath crayons
-2 Tabasco
-4 Playtex sexy wipes
-3 bar s hot dogs
-2 kotex pads (free plus money back)
-2 fruit roll ups

Not pictured:
-4 kashi cereal bowls
-2 more crayola bath crayons
Total retail: $96.92 
What I paid: $18.49 

I also bought 12 cans of spam for $25. They were on sale for $1.69. Normal price is $2.07.

I watched a video just now of “adults” getting drunk and acting wreckless. Ok, SERIOUSLY. not cool.
I pictured myself a few years back doing some what of the same thing and I feel so ashamed! WTF are these people thinking? Drinking, dancing like drunk monkeys, yelling shit at the top of their lungs.
Just…..yah. WOW.

I guess that’s what happens when people have too much time on their hands. Find something productive to do like watching your kids, knitting, or COUPONING!!!!!

LOL

wemakebeautifulbabies:

Mix Elmer’s glue with food coloring and paint it on to any glass to make it look like sea glass when dry.

Directions: In a bowl, you will want to add one teaspoon of glue, three drops of food coloring and 1 1/2 teaspoons of water.

I might use this for my baby shower

Yesterday was just….interesting. it wasn’t bugging me then, but it is now and I’m very upset about it.

So, small synopsis. I was about to conduct a Pulmonary function test on this guy when we had a conversation. I remember him from a previous test I had to do on him. Anyways, he asks me if I’m a nurse and I tell him I’m an MA. Then he basically tries to pry into my life asking why I didn’t become a nurse. I tell him “life happens.” I finds that I’m pregnant and says, “oh, you must be having a girl because you’re not that pointy.” I told him no. Then he says “oh, well know. When women get pregnant with boy, they look ugly. They have big noses, have rash everywhere; they’re just very ugly. I know Cuz I get 3, I mean 9 kids from different women.”
OK, so what is he exactly saying?! Because I’m having a baby boy, I look ugly? And because he had 9 kids with different women he knows everything about being pregnant? STRIKE ONE.

After I conduct the test, he says “OK. Take care. Have a nice pregnancy and labor. BTW, did the doctor tell you anything?” I tell him no. “Are you sure?!” I said, ” NO! WHY?! Is she supposed to tell me something other than hi, bye, I’ll see you in a month?” He says, “yeah you know. She didn’t tell you to watch your weight???!?! You’re going to get bigger. You should watch your weight.”
0_o STRIKE 2 AND 3!!!!!

You don’t know how bad I wanted to chop his fucken head off with my words. First off, this old, bald, stinky, Filipino black talking man is telling me I’m ugly. Then insults me further by basically telling me I’m fat and not to be fat. Wow. Just wow. He thinks he knows everything because he’s had 9 kids with different women. Muthafucka, you don’t know jackshit about being pregnant. Let me see you do the things I do and survive. You wouldn’t last a day!

I’m pissed about this and I shouldn’t be. Also, it has somewhat made feel insecure about myself again. Anyone who knows me knows my background about my weight and the way I feel about myself because of it.

I feel like I’ve been doing pretty good with this pregnancy. Gained 13 lbs so far, eating way better and proportioned meals, exercising more….you know, doing enough with whatever I have. And because he’s said that, I feel like all of that was for nothing. That in itself makes it depressing.

I just can’t wait to give birth and lose some weight.

Jordan is on his weekends again so Khloe and I are taking full advantage of that. Playing outside til the sun goes down with daddy, going on little trips to get out of the house…..just having fun. BUT I don’t think Jordan understands the extent of Khloe and I “staying up late”. Once its 8pm, we’re partly delusional. 9pm, its the bewitching hour for us. 10pm, that’s cutting it! Our eyes are heavy, we’re allergic to light, and you better have the bed set up for us cuz we will Knock out!
Anyways, This guy purposes we watch “The Avengers” at 10pm yesterday. I agreed and watched him watch the movie and Khloe make a mess in the house because she’s delusionally tired. Its already 11:30pm and I told him I can’t stay up any longer and neither can she, we’re going to bed! As soon as we get into the room, we fall asleep. 1am comes and I feel someone rubbing my leg! Oh hell naw! This man dares to wake me up when I’m in a deep sleep at 1am to get some sexy time?! And he chose to watch the movie while i was clearly hinting to him that its bedtime. PSH! LMAO.
Who does he think I am?! I’m not 16, without a care in the world, and not pregnant. I’m 7 months pregnant, hell yeah I value sleep more than sex! Haha!
I slapped his hand, turned over and put my ass back in a coma. But boy is this man persistent!
We ended up getting it in. But I told him his ass better be up at 6am because his daughter will be and he owes me 2 more hours of rest. He got what he wanted and so did I. Its a win-win situation. LOL.
Old people problems!